That gentle gesture made her smile, but it was a sad one. The way he was looking up at her felt like an invitation to go on, so with a sigh, she did. "I spent most of my life knowing exactly what I wanted to do in that way, but then I didn't know who I was. Now I've got more of a handle on that, but knowing what I want to do? I'm not sure anymore. It's hard, you know?"

She shook her head and sighed. "You probably don't. I mean, you just told me, you're an explorer. You do know what you're doing."